ONE WEEK.

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i will not calm down until it's in my hands.

I finally got my xbox hooked up to live. If ya wanna add me or something, my live name is: Hawksong.

epicfail. XDD I couldn't think of anything so yeah. Just thought I'd let yall know that.

In other news, I quit my job. Got too stressful...I'm also working in a haunted house, and it is SOOOO FUN! My room is win, we've made people shit & piss their pants. It's epic. XDD

How is everyone else's October going?


(WTF. Devart won't let me change me mood again! BLARG!)

Yup. Stole it from

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (cheek

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 8

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 10

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 13

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 18

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 23

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set :3
( ) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 25

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 28

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention (never went to it XD)
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 31

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 33

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced (as a joke! lol)
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (what? >>

SO FAR: 37

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 40

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (that cashier was soooooo pissed. )

SO FAR: 45

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 48

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 52

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey ( )

SO FAR: 54

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge (sorta)
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 56

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube (ice cube xD)
(x) Kicked A Fish (back into water.)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 60

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (never ever xD)
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 63

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree (funnnnnn!!)
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 66

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have / had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 67

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 71

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR:74

Level 28
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 79

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster (weeeeee~)
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 83

Level 30
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 88

Level 31
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(x) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total: 91 hehe XD

I tagg andddd

hehehehe XD

We can't save the little mare I posted about in the last two journals. The farrier came out today, and he thought we might be able to do it, but when he picked up her right front hoof, he saw that she'd foundered too badly already. We could save her, but it would put her through a lot of hell and pain, so we made the humane decision to put her down. The vet is going to do it tomorrow. I'm all torn up about this, so forgive me if I don't answer you, or am inactive for a few days. What happened to Mama could have been avoidable. If those assholes had just taken care of her, then she'd still be alive tomorrow instead of being put down.

If you ever, ever, EVER, see any kind of animal abuse, no matter what kind of animal it is, or what kind of abuse, or neglect, please please please, I beg you, turn the owner over to the police, PETA, or whatever animal care society you think is proper to turn them over to. Animal abuse IS against the law. Neglect, IS abuse. And there IS a special level of hell for people who abuse and neglect helpless animals like my little mare.


R.I.P. Mama
I hope your wings fly you as fast and as far as your hooves once did.
I hope you find peace, and that your heart stays filled with love.


I love you my sweet girl.

Okay, so you know that mare in my last post? The Easy Jet one I call mama? Well, she was dying. Is dying. She's dying and she's only 20 years old...We don't know if she'll make it. But my sister is doing everything she can to make sure she does. Here's the story:

I called the caretaker of the place last night telling him that she hadn't moved all day or eaten her feed, she was laying in the same spot in her excrement and was barely eating her hay. He freaked out and headed down but he's hours away, so he gets there in like, the middle of the night or whatever. Anyway, apparently this morning the sheriff made a stop out there to talk to him about the condition that a little mare that they were keeping was in. She was literally a skeleton with skin pulled over it. It was horrible to see. She's now at a barn of a trusted horseman and is being fed and cared for. After that happened, the guy took Mama to the vet and the vet threatened to turn him and the owner in to county if they didn't euthanize her or send her to someone who would take care of her. So, my sister, ever faithful to creatures in need, called them, and said she would take her. The owner said she could have her and Mama is now at my sisters friends place, in a clean pen, eating hay happily, and drinking all the water she can. She's getting shots to help with the pain she has, and she's getting all sorts of horsey vitamins and other things to help her get into a better condition. A farrier is coming out tomorrow to look at her feet and see what he can do with them, and we're hoping she'll make it. We're fairly certain that if she can make it through tomorrow afternoon, she's going to be okay. If she doesn't make it, at least she's going to go comfortably instead of knee deep in her own shit. If she does make it, we're going to take her to a vet and see what we can do about her infected blind eye. They'll probably have to take it out, but we don't know yet. Everyone please pray for her.

On a happier note, I get to hang out with one of my friends I barely get to see during the school year this weekend Plus, I'm working a Haunted House this Halloween. I'm super excited. How is everyone else doing? What's going on in yalls lives?



UPDATE: If we can save Mama's feet, we can save her. If the farrier can't save her feet, then we're going to have to put her down....I'll update again once the farrier gets back in town and looks at her.